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i'm working on a love letter...now this may sound weird, but it's for a guy. no, i haven't switched sides genderwise. it's for a lady friend. i don't know what's more messed up, the fact that i'm writing a love letter to a guy or my friend asking someone to write a letter for her boyfriend...ah, kids nowadays...dammit! i sound so fuckin old.

anyways, i haven't decided on a theme yet or how it'll go exactly... the only thing i was given is that it is for their 1st year anniversary as a couple and that i should include how 'cute' her boyfriend is. the hard thing about this is, her boyfriend and i don't really get along that well...in other words, i hate the fucker!

hey, friendship means that you pull through your friend when they need you so i'll take it on. i guess i'll just make use of subliminal messages and a whole lot misdirection. y'know, take shit and sprinkle flowers all over the damn thing to make it fragrant and beautiful. that way, everybody's happy! (insert evil laugh here)

nah, just kidding. i won't do that, i'm just really having a tough time writing praises for someone i despise. and thinking of how to convey through words the beauty of being in love at a time that you're emotionally wrecked doesn't really help either. i have to find my 'happy place' soon if i am to finish this... i get reminded of dr. cox (scrubs) and his daydreams when elliot, carla or jordan start yammering. hahaha. i miss watching scrubs... here i go again...

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